Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Secret miracles



(First published in the CBCP Monitor, "And that's the truth" column of Teresa R. Tunay, OCDS)

The miraculous healing of a French nun, Sister Marie Simon-Pierre, who like Pope John Paul II suffered from Parkinson’s disease, paved the way for the John Paul’s beatification, which took place in Rome on May 1, 2011.  Then, on that very day of beatification, somewhere in Costa Rica, a terminally ill, partially paralyzed woman on pain medication lay in bed, clutching a magazine with a photo of John Paul II on the cover.   She was Mrs. Floribeth Mora Diaz, a 50-year old mother of four, who had been told by the doctors that her death was “just a matter of time”.
The hopeless Mrs. Mora said that at that moment John Paul appeared to her in a vision, with his hand reaching out to her from the magazine’s cover photo.   He reportedly told her to get up and go to the kitchen to see her husband.  Startled she responded to the vision, “Yes, I feel fine now, I’m going, I’m going,” and from that day on, Mrs. Mora insisted she was completely cured.
After the proper medical examination her neurosurgeon Alejandro Vargas Roman, said,  “If I cannot explain it from a medical standpoint, something non-medical happened.  I can believe it was a miracle.”  The story of Mrs. Mora’s cure was recounted on a website linked to John Paul II’s beatification.  Soon the Holy See’s experts led by the postulator in charge of advancing John Paul II’s sainthood scrutinized Mrs. Mora’s case.
The Vatican flew Mrs. Mora to Rome to be examined in a Church-run hospital where she was registered under a false name.  She said she was to observe “maximum secrecy” and was to be known simply “as a tourist from Costa Rica who had fallen ill while on holiday in Italy.”  The “tourist from Costa Rica” was subjected to tests, all of which showed her to be completely healthy. 
That was the miracle that led to the elevation of Blessed John Paul II to sainthood.  Mrs. Mora was a guest of honor at the canonization of the two popes on Divine Mercy Sunday, 2014.
We know that miracles are a requirement prior to a candidate’s being proclaimed “Blessed” and then “Saint.” But almost always, the miracles validated are medical in nature.  While miracles involving instant cure or healing, having been subjected to scientific scrutiny, are more dramatic and therefore create a great impact on the public, we cannot deny that perhaps millions of other miracles take place in secret which offer healing and a new life to their recipients.
Take the case of Aileen, a searcher and an agnostic for the longest time.  She has kept John Paul II’s miracle on her a secret lest people think she’s crazy.  Inside the Manila Cathedral awaiting the arrival there of Pope John Paul II in February 1981, she was stunned to see a dazzling “about 2-feet wide” light around the pope as the doors opened to let him in.  She admitted she does not see auras as some people claim to do, so she blinked repeatedly and hard, thinking maybe there was something wrong with her eyes, that maybe the light was but the reflection of the pope’s white vestment, etc.  But why, she also wondered, was he the only one surrounded by that indescribable light when all others around him—priests—also wore white?  To her sight, the others registered as “normal”.  The skeptic in Aileen prevailed: it couldn’t have meant that she now had the gift to see auras, she concluded, and eventually forgot about the incident.
Until one day, during a retreat with her co-workers, in the early 80s.  Aileen was sitting quietly in the back of the chapel, when a priest emerged from the confessional box, his face looking as though lit up by a fluorescent bulb from within.  Instantaneously, the image of John Paul II dazzling white at the door of the cathedral flashed in her memory.  A question percolated in Aileen’s mind: “What happens to a priest when he hears confession?”
Aileen, a nominal Catholic, was not an ardent believer of confession, nonetheless she subconsciously linked the priest’s radiant face to it.  Thoughts unrelated and disconnected—about the sacredness of the priest’s vocation, about confession, about a hundred other things coming from nowhere—cascaded through her consciousness but Aileen wasn’t seeking explanations, nor desiring to make some sense of it.  From that day on the dazzling image of John Paul II entering the cathedral door would flash back in her mind’s screen every so often, and by association lead to the thought of confession.
Aileen had not gone to confession for about 20 years then, but a mysterious something must have touched her so that
one day she caught herself mentally conversing with John Paul II and asking him:  “Does God want me to go to confession?”  As soon as she could, she docilely prepared herself, and days after that, she did go to confession. 
That was to be the start of a deeper relationship between Aileen and the Divine.   And John Paul II, residing on the other side of the planet, became, in a way that defied reason, a convenient guide in her search for the Living God.  Of course, nobody knew that she was “conversing” with John Paul II, but that didn’t matter to her—for her it was sometimes wise to “go with the flow,” and it was like child’s play anyway.
Doors were opening for Aileen, happening too fast for her skepticism to arrest.  Without any effort from her she met Pope John Paul II again—but this time he held her head while she kissed her ring—at the Udienza Generale in Rome, the general audience where the pope greets pilgrims.  She was also given a rosary blessed by the pope himself.  In a subsequent “conversation” with John Paul II, Aileen quipped, “Now, Papa, you want me to pray the rosary?  You know it bores me.  But if that’s what God wants, ok.” 
She saw John Paul II in person on three more occasions, World Youth Day in Manila 1995, in Paris 1997, and in Toronto 2002.  Those times there was quite a distance between them, but being there would make Aileen so happy and content, and she would cry for unknown reasons the moment she would catch sight of him, even just by watching him on the big screen.  Age was overtaking her “spiritual father,” she thought, but he would not let his failing health stand in the way of his ministry.  “What a holy man!” Aileen would say, continuing with her lighthearted occasional “conversations” with the ailing pontiff, not caring whether she was heard or not.
It was only after John Paul II’s death in 2005 did Aileen realize the gift God had given her in the person of John Paul II.  Her “connection” with him was not imaginary, after all.  At Mass, against her desire, she tearfully “told” the dead pope:  “Papa, you know how I so want to attend your funeral but, I couldn’t do so without feeling guilty.  Imagine $1,400 airfare when my niece in the province couldn’t even go up the stage for her graduation because they don’t have 350 pesos to rent a toga!  I’d rather save the money for needy relatives.  Anyway, you know you’re in my heart; I’ll be there with you in spirit!”
The following day, from out of the blue, the opportunity to attend John Paul II’s funeral for free dropped in Aileen’s lap.  She was beside herself in disbelief—she would only believe her good fortune once she was there in the Vatican witnessing John Paul II’s burial.
At St. Peter’s Square, during the funeral rites, Aileen wept from both sorrow and joy, a refrain playing like background music somewhere inside her:  “I know you heard me and you did something, and that’s why I am here.  It’s a miracle.  God willed this moment…”  And as John Paul II’s coffin turned around as though to give his final blessing to the people, Aileen “saw” John Paul II, a dazzling figure at the door of the Manila Cathedral; only this time his mortal remains were actually entering St. Peter’s basilica’s door, to be entombed forever.  From one door to another, his secret message to Aileen was “Be not afraid; be faithful!”
Two dozen years, from 1981 to 2005—it had been quite a journey of faith for the agnostic searcher that was Aileen.  John Paul II died without ever knowing he had been her companion in her journey to God.  What would he have said if he knew that the agnostic had since that fateful day in 1981 returned to the fold and in fact has become a passionate defender of the Church?
The dictionary defines “miracle” as a “surprising and welcome event that is not explicable by natural or scientific laws and is therefore considered to the be the work of a divine agency.”  From “terminal cancer” to “perfect health” is a miracle.  Miracles cure not just bodily sickness; they also cure the soul.  From doubt to conviction is a miracle.  From “God is dead” to “God lives forever” is a miracle.  From “My way is best” to “Thy will be done” is a miracle.  But whatever healing they effect in a person, they always signify a new life—new eyes, new ears, new hands, new heart, new everything.  Albert Einstein once said, “There are two ways to live: you can live as if nothing is a miracle; you can live as if everything is a miracle.”  The faithful are fearless—they choose to believe in miracles, thus life for them is always new.  And that’s the truth. 




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